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Tuesday, March 25, 2008

Say I Love You.

As I mourn the loss of my beloved cousin and friend Laura Kirkland I think of how she will be missed but also of all those who are still on this earth with us. My only desire at this moment is to hold them physically close so that I can protect them. But as I am far away from some and it is impossible to protect loved ones from living life all I can do is try to express how deeply I love you. It is at times like this that you realize how precious and fragile life is. So this is my desperate attempt to reach out to those of you who read this and say that you are loved and appreciated and how I am truly blessed to have each and everyone of you. Lastly I ask you to also remember these words and reach out to your loved ones because we never know how long we will be on this earth.

Friday, March 21, 2008

I Love People!

The other day I had the privelege of doing a beautiful woman named Eileen's hair. I was a little bitter because she had requested someone else and they had not shown up for school. She came in and found out that I would be doing her hair instead and she was perfectly happy. She told me exactly what she wanted and since it was a cut that I do often I assured her that it would be a piece of cake and that she would leave even more beautiful then she came. She revealed that she was LDS and so conversation went smoothly. I told her a little about my mission and then I told her about the notes we write in Relief Society and how it is my goal to write two notes a week. She then told me about her three children and three grandchildren. What really touched me is how she spoke of her youngest son. You see he was born with severe brain damage and has the mentality of a ten month old. She was just one of those glowing individuals who makes you want to be a better person. She serves on a board of a foundation at a hospital that her son frequents due to his condition while taking care of her son at the same time. She had no complaints just positive things to say about the special spirit that had been sent to her. Two days later she came back just to give me a note and a little book about her son. The note read: Miss Leah, I just wanted you to know that I love my new haircut. You rock! Keep smiling those dimples are beauttiful.
Through my tears I read the little book she gave me that was entitled Scot Christensen's Dreams it reads:

I was sleeping peacefully and happily one summer afternoon as my mother sat crying, yet again about my plight. Born severely brain damaged, I would remain throughout my lfe, mentally an infant and physically disabled.
My giggling interrupted her tears and drew her to my bed. Finding me smiling as I slept, she stood and gazed in amazement for the longest time, her love filling the room and spilling all over me.
Softly, she asked me, "what are you dreaming about, Scotty? How are you so happy when you don't get to do all the things other kids do? Where are your dreams taking you?"


This was my answer....
In the freedom of my dreams I can run free with the breeze, I can ride the fastest bikes, I can climb the tallest trees.
When I giggle in my sleep it's because I'm not confined, through sleep's sweet brief escape I leave my wheelchair behind.
As I jump over rainbows I reach out to touch the sky, I play among te angels while I teach them how to fly.
In the freedom of my dreams there is nothing I can't do, I can walk and talk, laugh , and sing, and dance a little too!
Right now I'm being patient for sometime this all will take, but I know someday I'll have these dreams while I'm wide awake.
So as you can see I found this sweet and inspiring. This is the kind of thing that helps me get up in the morning. All I did was give this woman a haircut and she felt inspired to share this with me. I can truly say that my life is blessed and it is my hope that I will one day be able to inspire others as this boy and his mother have me.

Thursday, March 20, 2008

ELIZABETH THIS ONES FOR YOU!

So you all should know that Elizabeth is officially a blogging natzi and that I am updating because she scares me. The coolest thing in my life right now is the fact that I will be going to my first NBA game this Saturday. My date fell through so I will be going with Ioane. For those of you that may not know that is Elizabeth's husband and the biggest sports fan that I have ever met. After I was unable to con a single man into going with me I called my friend Io and told asked him if he would go with me. The man screamed like a little girl so I in turn took that as a yes. I felt flattered to know that Elizabeth does not see me as a threat when I told other married friends of the planned evening and my new date and they to said that they would have allowed their husbands to go with me and that is when I realized how insulted I should actually be. I love being the safe friend. I am truly looking forward to it even though I know nothing about the Jazz and my knowledge of basketball is very limited as well. It is still going to be a blast. I will be going with my good friends Lanea and Mike and they are a party so I am assured a good time. Elizabeth I hope this makes you happy and that this will keep you off my back for at least a few days.

Friday, March 14, 2008

School and Work

Well I know that you guys have really been missung me. j/k My life is consumed with school and work these days but I truly can not complain. I must admit I miss the sunny south, my friends and my amazing family but I am doing great. I am sorry that I have nothing interesting to say but this is the story of my life as of late but I will be sure to keep you posted. If you have any questions maybe that will trigger a more interesting blog but until then just enjoy a little boring I sure am.

Sunday, March 9, 2008

SO NICE!

TODAY IN RELIEFE SOCIETY I GOT A NOTE FROM A GIRL THAT I KNOW BUT WE REALLY ARE NOT THAT CLOSE. SHE JUST WANTED TO TELL ME HOW PRETTY SHE THINKS I AM AND THAT SHE THINKS THAT I DRESS REALLY CUTE. THOUGH YOU MAY THINK THAT THIS IS NOT THAT BIG OF A DEAL AND THAT THE INSIDE IS MORE IMPORTANT. IT STILL FELT GREAT TO RECEIVE THE COMPLIMENT. YOU KNOW HOW YOUR MOM ALWAYS SAID IF YOU DON'T HAVE SOMETHING NICE TO SAY THEN DON'T SAY ANYTHING AT ALL. MY MOM ALSO SAYS IF YOU HAVE SOMETHING NICE TO SAY THEN SAY IT. I THINK THAT IT IS JUST AS IMPORTANT TO SAY SOMETHING KIND IF IT ENTERS YOUR MIND AS IT IS YO BITE YOUR TONGUE WHEN YOU HAVE SOMETHING NOT SO NICE TO SAY. WE DO NOT KNOW HOW IT WILL AFFECT THE PERSON WHO IS RECEIVING THE COMPLIMENT. SO I CHALLENGE EACH OF YOU TO SAY SOMETHING NICE TO SOMEONE TODAY.

Friday, March 7, 2008

MY SWEET RIDE!

SO SOME OF YOU HAVE REQUESTED A PICTURE AND A NAME. WELL MY NEW RACE CAR IS NAMED TOOTSIE AND I WILL POST A PICTURE SOON SO STAY TUNED.

Tuesday, March 4, 2008

AS REQUESTED

I am now the proud owner of a 1998 Ford Taurus. It is in great condition and I quite like it. It is sufficient for my needs.

Monday, March 3, 2008

I FOUND A CAR!

So today my coolest sister took me to Sunset Utah to look at a car and much to my surprise it went very well. It drives well and has been kept in very nice condition. I have had a lot of support and help from my sister and my Elizabeth and I so appreciate it. I would like to say that there has definately been some sunshine at the end of this storm. This is just a blog of gratitude. And I would like to give a holla to my sis Rachael, my buddy Elizabeth, and to my most awesome parents Sue and Phil. So thank you everyone. You all Rock!

Saturday, March 1, 2008

HELLO YOU CAN CALL ME "CRANK SINATRA"

So as most of you know my car recently broke. The problem with that is I have had t0 ask for help and for those of you who know me that is definately not my strong suit. Humility is obviouSly a problem so I am being tested. The real issue is how grouchy I have become. I am yelling more and all together just unpleasant and not nice. For those of you who have the opportunity to be around I am sorry. My friends at school staged an intervention. They seem to think that I have been falling short on my duties as the class clown or comic relief due to my bad mood. After they made me aware I have really started getting on my own nerves and it seems that you can not take a break from yourself so as of now I am turning over a new leaf. NO MORE ATTITUDE! I will let you know how the positive attitude thing goes so stay tuned.